<sub>When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And cursed at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darlin,
You, are, the only exception...

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Or keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this
Keeping it a comfortable distance
And up until now
I'd sworn to myself that I'm content
With loneliness...</sub>

The Only Exception - Paramore [link]

Yay, it's been half-term and nearly Halloween~
I wanted to carve a pumpkin but my mum wouldn't buy me one ._. Oh well~

On Monday one of my friends stayed over
We went to see Cirque de Freak: The Vampire's Assistant and I really liked it
Fav character was Crepsley "No.. that's bullshit." |D
I haven't even read the books xP
Afterwards me and mah friend Ali spent most of the time watching anime and then watched Kamikaze Girls - Odd film but good XD

The next daaaaay we went shopping, my dad had given me money to get the new Paramore album 'Brand New Eyes' and I used the rest to get Funeral For A Friend's greatest hits CD - 36 songs for £11

So I'm really obsessed with the anime Kuroshitsuji atm xP It's gory and awesome~
Pretty much all I've done in my week off is watch anime and sleep :0
Yesterday I pretty much didn't get up until 4pm =___= Other than coming online obviously xP

I've been missing my dad so much since I hardly see him because of the ebil people he lives with x.x
So my mum told me yesterday to call him, so I diiiiid~ And he offered to pick me up for dinner :0
My mum said I could go (I didn't like what we were having anyway and would have just gone without eating -__-) but when I was about to leave she was shouting at me about I was being so selfish and just walking out while she struggled...
It was a really odd moment :0 I really didn't see how that was selfish...? I dunno.
And she wasn't struggling with everything - everyone else in the family was there =___=

Gah, so I went with my dad and we just got McDonalds - I love the brownies there - and after talking for a bit he took me back home because he had work :/

My mum's barely spoken to me since then I came back in the house and told her there was chocolate for the toddler in the cupboard and went upstairs.
Then stayed up until 3am RP'ing with a friend xP YAY pervy, gory, awesome RP'ness~<3

I haven't done any of my school work yet...
My mum was gonna help me with my art collage and writing letters for my work experience - I obviously have to do it myself now :/
And I have to basically re-write my English coursework as it failed so much OTL
Atleast I did alright on all my tests at the end of the term~